ugh..

today has exhausted me.

i use a different kind of energy when i have to depend on other people to haul me around. and a totally different kind of energy when riding a bike from school to work and trying to make it in under 15 minutes. i don't like asking people for help. i feel like i am such a nuisance and an inconvenience. in fact. i know i am. i apologize to the world for being so needy.

today felt like the longest day. and i hate having to explain myself and i hate telling the same story about unintentionally blowing up my cars over and over again. and i hate being disappointed at the end of the day.